Sunday, May 31, 2009

Hole in the Sky and Waterfalls

I often talk about how life changes from moment to moment and how I think that my life is not in my hands at all, but in my families, my church and my Heavenly Father's.
I really do believe that all things good and bad will eventually turn out for the best if we try our best to live the way we should. Sometimes it is just hard to remember that.
This last month has shown that things definitely not in our hands. There were several personal disappointments for different family members with alot of stress and sadness involved. There was also a couple of scary times with health matters, which thankfully proved to be less scary than believed.
Today both of us felt tired and restless so we sluffed church and took a drive while we talked about all that had been going on and how we felt about it all. We stopped to get a drive through breakfast and saw a police bust going on in the parking lot. A pick-up and 4-wheeler trailer, both loaded with people and 4-wheelers was there along with 3 police cars lights flashing were clustered in one corner of the huge parking lot. Of course we pulled in a parking space where we had a clear view of the proceedings, but could not hear anything said. So we made up our own scenario. Maybe a theft, probably a drug bust. There were 2 females and 1 male standing around talking to the police and one male handcuffed and in the back seat of the squad car. The 3 officers searched both the truck cab, backpacks and all the luggage in the back of the truck and also inspected all the 4-wheelers. Finally it looked like one officer handed one female a ticket and then drove off with the guy still in the back of the squad car. The others took off in the truck and it was all over. Our major excitment for the day! We were also reminded that we are blessed that it wasn't any of our family involved in anything like that.
Then we took one of the many long ways home so we could drive slower than the speed limit and stop whenever we wanted to look at something pretty.
The first beautiful site was the "Hole in the Sky". This almost perfect circle in the clouds that Gary could picture a jet flying through and I imagined as the doorway to heaven.


Then we drove to "Hog Hollow or also known as Monkey Rock" where a canal joins a part of the Teton River. This is a very popular swimming spot where those brave in heart jump or dive off the waterfall and swim in the icy waters below. It is also were alot of successful fishermen visit. I just think it is beautiful in its own small way.

So now we are home, refreshed in body and spirit and ready for the new month starting tomorrow and thankful for the blessing we enjoy everyday, with the promise of better tomorrows.




Friday, May 22, 2009

Graduation & Job Harassment

We went to our 4th grandchilds high school graduation last night. Isn't Tyler Dirk Andreasen handsome! Now he is looking for a job and planning college at ISU next fall. You can tell that his mom, dad and little brother are very proud of him!
I surely hope that Tyler doesn't have to face harassment on the job like Odie does! Here he is stalking a mouse in the lilac bushes in our back yard and the magpie in the bush to his right will not leave him alone! (click on the picture to see it better.) There are two of them and they follow him and swoop at him and walk on the ground right by him squawking like crazy, but being ever patient that he is he just ignores them. You would think that being a bird dog he would attack them, but it's like he doesn't even notice the two pests.
Guess we could all learn a lesson from these two events.
1st persevere to achieve your goals and keep pressing forward to the future.
2nd ignore those that bother and persecute you.
Now if we could just do those our life would be happier.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Withdrawal

How could I let this happen!!???????
I finished all my books from the library and didn't get anymore. How stupid can a girl get? I am having rather bad withdrawal symptoms.
Clean house
Laundry done
Groceries bought
Visit with Gary
Watched the news
Nervous energy
I think I'm going crazy!!
First thing tomorrow it's searching for book time!
Meanwhile, I'll do the dishes, scrub out the fridge, clean the oven and........
I just remembered, I can read the scriptures--------my sanity is saved.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Wind Damage

You know how shingles are supposed to be on your roof? Well most of ours are on the lawn, deck and driveway this morning!

We had winds up to 60 mph yesterday and there were highways closed because of zero visiblity from dust from the fields and a grain tower just about blown down and our roof severly damaged!

One of our little trees was blown over and I'm surprised that more didn't fall over or have broken limbs.
But we are ok and that is what counts.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Peek A Boo !

The sun is playing peek a boo with me today! We have heavy gray clouds and a brisk wind (yesterday was gale force!) and the sun peeks out every once in awhile to say boo and then hides behind the ever moving clouds again.
I wonder which one will win the game?
One of our grandsons is in a district track meet today and tomorrow and we would like to go watch, but if it is cold windy and rainy I'm staying home.
I sure hope the sun wins the peek a boo game.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Better Today

I am doing better now. All my life I have just periodically "hit the wall" and have to take a day or two to re-coop, re-affirm, that life is worth living and that my body can do stuff, even if I don't think it can.
Weather affects me a great deal, all white or gray skies for days on end will do me in faster than anything. I am a sun worshipper and feel 100% better when the weather is nice and I can be outside. Guess that is a leftover from growing up in California.
I also have to take meds for depression and if I run out or think I can do without them, then I am in trouble fairly fast. It only takes as long as for the meds to get out of my system for me to go down hill fast.
Depression is a vicious circle. You feel bad about stuff, you feel guilty for feeling bad because you have so much, and then you get more depressed. All it takes is someone telling you to get over it and the spiral is faster and deeper. Those that claim that faith alone will help have never suffered from real depression because I have great faith and still have times when depression overwhelms me. God didn't put doctors on earth for nothing!!
I have a great husband that has learned to just let me have my down days and not say anything and he has the patience to let me work through it all.
Today it is cloudy and windy and cold again, but I will try to stay busy and get outside for alittle while anyway and keep on, keeping on.
Thanks for the supportive comments, I needed them.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Hitting the Wall

I don't know why it happened but yesterday, Sunday, I found myself in the blue zone (see the chart) and ended up taking a nap from 4pm to 8pm and then going back to bed at midnight and waking up this morning feeling much the same way.
Hopefully as the day goes on I will feel better.